Breaking Point

The Witch says:

Ten thousand things happening and I could only control a few of them. Let them spin out of control, after all, my sphere of influence is very limited.

After a 20 hour stint at work, my mind went off like a broken light bulb last night. Everything just went away. Work was just a memory, family was just a set of people I come home to, friends would be there the following day when I wake up, and the various angsty younglings trying to make a mark in MY world were comparable to insects.

The joys of stress. When you reach the breaking point, you're bound to release all the pent up energy in a burst of wild fury...then gone.

Bad thing though about my case was immediately after, I face yet another heart stopping, headache commencing issue and I can't pull myself together. Similar to that point right after orgasm when your entire body is racked with such power, then nothing. And though you'd want to commence to round two, you're just too spent up to even pull your head up. Hmm...maybe that wasn't such a good sample. But that's exactly where I am at. The after sex nothingness and the satisfaction of having to go through TOO MUCH squandered in such a SHORT TIME.

Forget it! I'm sure no one's getting this.


The Lady says:

Finally! I get around to doing this. My apologies to the Witch. Yesterday was so hectic that the Bitch and I weren't able to attend to this business immediately but I now am free to do so. And I shall begin with something for the Witch.

Much of what you have to say was a riddle to me and to think I've known you for a while. But I think I can say for sure that I may not fully understand but I truly feel. I may not be there to advise but I will always here to listen. But don't worry you'd still hear crazy advice from me. What kind of a friend would I be if I don't come up with nutty suggestions from time to time? Can't just let you reach your breaking point without a fight, now can I? I like a crazy, even a lunatic for a friend but a broken one? Let's just say I'd rather prevent it than work on it. :)

Breaking point? I don't really like the word. It connotes too much of losing control. And the one thing that really bugs me about life is that sometimes spinning out of control is normal! I don't like that one bit. So in efforts to save myself from the sanity, I'd rather think of that critical moment when you think you're going to lose it up there as a "Boiling Point". As to that, you can say I've had moments that I had to spend sometime in front of the mirror trying to fix my do. What can I say? pulling on my hair seems to be the most reasonable thing to do at that time. Hihi~

There has been times though that it becomes so much of a trial that pulling on my hair really seems to be the only thing that's keeping me from lashing out! Like today. I woke up in a very bad mood. I think we can officially say I'm PMSing! I started out with pulling my hair literally because it won't do what I want it to do! And someone hid the hair iron so I had no weapon to assist me! Then the freaking cab driver took me around the world before getting me to work. And I didn't trust myself to speak because I might make the driver emotional and it's never good to make someone cry if their the ones on the wheel. AND OH MY GOD!!! You think getting to work was a relief to get away from the driver? NO! It was the opposite. Already in a hair pulling mood, the last thing I want to hear is someone blowing his own horn. And this guy is really pulling all the stops! It would have been fine if he was just playing but this one is really serious! Arghhh! I did say I'm PMSing, right?

I have not known anything that can break me but then again I'm kind of crazy at the moment. No one can really say how much you can trust what I'm saying now. But one things for sure, life's crazy! People will rub you the wrong way and things will not go your way. You will reach your boiling point! Let it. You are entitled to bouts of craziness every now and then. Remember though, after the lows, the only way is UP.

And now I really have to go because if I listen to this GUY any longer, I'd start pulling my hair again! Or hit him over the head with the keyboard!

The Bitch Says:

I agree with our Lady friend here. We can listen but nutty suggestions here and there wont hurt. not saying that that's all you'll ever hear or get from us, but hey. stress can make you go crazy and i think craziness can actually get you out of that whole "breaking point" cycle... Sad to say though sweetie that most of time, we really cant control the things happening to and around us. Fate is of sadistic nature, i dont really know if fate laughs at us lowly earthlings and enjoys watching us fall flat on our faces or pull our hair out because of all the anxiety that it brings.

the orgasm comparison doesnt leave much to the imagination though. instead of feeling tired and stressed it kinda got me wanting to... ok lets not get into that..

this guy on the floor just started ranting in tagalog and at the exact time that the big boss in going around and fuming.. tsk tsk.. not such a good idea. i asked him to stop. he got a call. gad. he can always rant in english right? still would sound as hearty as if it was in any language. o well.. guess he's reached HIS breaking point.

it actually takes a lot for me to reach my breaking point, i don't know. probably because i've always had good control over my stress level. heck maybe if i stick coffee beans in my nose my stress would prolly disappear... hihi~

The Witch says:

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm just tired. And when you're tired, you'd get to a point when you're willing to let go of anything and everything.