That Fear

The Witch says:

I would always say that we should conquer our fears. That fear is brought about by our need for someone or something to be constantly present in our lives. In order to conquer your fear you should also be willing to lose anything and everything.

Yesterday I received a message from someone. Nothing serious, but it got me really interested. He said my friend is interesting and he would tell me about it when he's got the time. What piqued me was that we really don't have any common friends. The closest would be the people we both worked with back then. Nothing more. So who's this friend of mine who said something really hilarious and which he found out?

After that, I told another friend that I'm suddenly "afraid". I explained that somehow I fear that he was able to get some information that I don't want him to have or know. Then I realized, I'm actually, truly afraid of him. Does that mean I'm afraid of losing him? Or am I afraid of losing my freedom from him?

Does that mean my fear revolves around him? Scary thought really.

The Bitch Says:

You know how they go "there's nothing to fear but fear itself"? i think thats just plain whacky. heck if you fear something, go ahead and fear it. overcoming the fear doesn't mean you never feared it. We're human, aren't we supposed to have these feelings to know how to deal with them? if you never had it, how would you know what to say come the time someone would come up to you and say i fear this and that?

Fearing something don't mean you cant face up to it sweetie, maybe it just means that you need to work at it more than most of what you come up against. conquering the fear doesn't mean you never had it and overcoming it (though it makes you stronger) doesn't mean it won't come back. It will. you'll just be a lot less afraid.

live it. embrace it. what ultimately doesn't kill you will make you stronger...

The Lady says:

I woke up this week feeling "off". Nothing has gone right since then. And I'm afraid that it won't stop with this week... You'd think this is my FEAR? No. It's just one of them.

My fear is making UNTENABLE mistakes. I made a lot and I've come to terms with them but you'd wonder why I would still fear them? Because there are mistakes I can live with and has gone out of my way to make them but there are some that I'd rather have not made at all. To make mistakes on purpose for me means I made it for a purpose and I've come to the conclusion that it's worth the mistake. To make mistakes without meaning to means I didn't realize it was one until it's too late.

TOO LATE

Too late... I contacted a friend and told her that someone thought I was something that I wasn't. But why did I do that? It's been a while since we've seen each other that it's no longer accurate to say we're close but we can definitely say that she was close to HIM. He is her best friend.

My fear is that I'm a coward. Unbrave...

My fear is that I may be weak after all... Your fear should be if you ever take advantage of this and find out that I'm not weak after all. (Talk about defensive!) :)