Unavailable

The Lady says:

We haven't done this in a while and we haven't gone out for the longest time now. It seems like the Curse is back again! But this hiatus kind of made me think about my current status. I know that we spout that we're independent and we're loving it but it makes me wonder. Are we really loving it?

Don't get me wrong. I love the freedom! But I sometimes wonder if underneath it all there's a desperation for that other someone. Then again, if I really am desperate, why is it that I have a tendency to shutdown any chance of dates in the horizon? Not that it's all me. Sometimes fate also conspires against it. And it's not that there's a lot of dates on the horizon but the point it is they're there. Shouldn't I grab every opportunity as if it's my last? I feel like I should be making an utter fool of myself trying to get hitch or atleast getting some instead trying to evade it. Instead, here I am, snoozing my weekends away!

I really don't know what or why it is but I am single and unavailable! Go figure.

Note: I think the Witch and I would be in agreement that it would really be interesting what the Bitch has to say on this or if she can really say anything about this at all. Hihi

The Witch says:

Now, now, the curse will be broken again I'm sure. So in that area, no worries I say!

On being unavailable though, well, that's something I deal with daily. I always say I'm single and desperate only because I can't find anyone good enough. The real reason though is that I'm just too busy being busy or too busy not being busy to actually explore.

I'm more vocal than the Lady when it comes to admitting my NEED to be with someone. Of course having been with someone before made me realized all the more what I'm missing. Being single has a lot of advantages though. I literally have all the time in the world. I can do anything I want anytime I want, I can cancel anything whenever I feel like it, I never have to consult anyone for anything. I'm not saying though that it's all fun. Loneliness would often time creep in and I'd be...errr...wanting.

To the Lady, please don't grab every single opportunity thinking it's your last. You're more than that. The moment you start thinking no one's coming, then they'd stop coming. Let them. Hahaha~ Enjoy the show while you can. I know, I know you'd say I'm just saying it. Fact is, if I'm as desperate as I make you guys think maybe I wouldn't have had just one mistake over a span of 3 years. I would have had at least a dozen. Hahahaha~

The Bitch Says:

I'm late. Sorry. Although i wouldnt count me out just yet. I never said being unavailable was fun all the time. and i know you both can attest to that . Fact of the matter is, i DO miss being like you guys. The whole she bang of being available? its in the past. and i honestly dont know how i would ever survive again once there. Although now that i think about it, i dont think i ever left that place.. maybe a part of me is still there, wanting to feel available. Not wanting to be tied up.

To the Lady and the Witch, dont sell yourselves short, there are times when i would loooooove to be in your shoes. Its not all sunshines and roses on this end either you know.

;P